I’ve always had a busy mind. I’m constantly thinking or analyzing something. I’ve second-guessed myself it seems like my whole life. I regret a lot of missed opportunities because of it. Which makes my mind even busier wonder what if. My anxiety used to mess with me so bad because I would think of things I wanted to do then picture myself failing. or I would over analyze it and talk myself out of a lot of things. My mind was filled with chaos and clutter. Now I know it’s my truth and my testimony. Be it as it may, I now know I have to change that about myself. While I still battle with the clutter it’s more of how to start things I should have done long ago. They say it’s never too late so I hoping that’s the case with me. It’s crazy though cause it seems like after I turned forty my brain began to shift. I use to be consumed with what the world thought of me. Now I’m more concerned about how I view myself. That was the beginning of the shift. I’d have a whole new outlook on life and myself. My dreams are still out there and I’m going to get them.
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My name is Keysha. I'm in the medical professional and I'm a single mom of two wonderful children. I'm also a writer. In my 20's I was a poet. However, when my children were younger it was hard to write but now that they are teens it is time to get back to my passions which are writing and trying to help people. View all posts by Keysha Sawyer